Once in our lives we had moments or times where everything was peace and contentment and beauty, we experienced moments or days which were so calm and loving and we felt as though no wrong could ever pass us. Once we feel that we spend the rest of our lives trying to find it again, everything we do is aimed at finding that moment again.

High school was/is a terrible place
I hated it while I was there
I hated leaving it
everyone wants what's best for you
and you always feel like shit

I once experienced complete contentment.

I once had a moment where everything was peace and I was calm and everything was beauty.

I will spend the rest of my life trying to feel that again.

There are too many memories in this city.

Documenting Memory sounds like a terrible title for an exhibition.

I'm starting to realize that perhaps my mum hates memories as much as I do.

What a crazy year

I can't believe I have to go through another one.

There should be a punctuation mark for contempt.

When I feel like this, I should just go to bed.

the artists urge, like shitting like carrying a baby like being homosexual. It's there innately. Pop art. Candy for artists.

I don't feel like I am an artist, I feel I am a fraud. 

I miss talking to him.

I stared at the future and it stared back. I am afraid.

I can never go back to those days.

I don't want to see a psychologist any more.

I feel I am alone.

Sometimes people listen with their eyes.

Humans were not meant to be alone
there are certain things that cannot be done alone
there is always a spot on their back that cannot be reached
and must be washed by a second pair of hands.

We are meant to have lovers
we are made as bricks are made
to lay with other bricks.

We are meant to have lovers
our backs are too far to reach
to wash on our own
our bodies are born with grooves
that can only be meant
for arms to lay upon.

We are meant to have lovers
our hearts are on our lips
and eyes are made to be looked at
not with
it is no coincidence
that the memory of embraces
leaves us empty.

Never sleep with friends

just don't do it.

On that note, never sleep with clever or funny people

or anyone you enjoy hanging out with

or seeing

or talking to

never sleep with a person who you like

never sleep with someone you would miss

never sleep with someone who you would regret never seeing again.

Stop going crazy Georgia
they're beginning to notice.

A Girl and a Boy Talking Outside a Church

- I don't wanna hear that he ever gets out because -
rapists
there needs to be more awareness of violence you know like violence, it really has gotten out of control hasn't it?
- So you think it's international?
- I most certainly do, I know someone whose come all the way from Bendigo just to see this.
Beautiful girl.
- Oh yeah.
- Honestly I wish we had the death penalty, I honestly do.
- How long have you been here? A few hours?
- Yeah I'd say a couple of hours, how about you?
- Yeah just half an hour.
- Are you going to put some flowers? I mean you don't have to but it would be the nice thing to do.
This is just so huge, like, it's just scared everyone and I mean my parents are scared now because I used to come here all the time.

A Girl on a Phone

You wouldn't believe where I am, you wouldn't believe it!
I'm on  tram!
Yeah, to the city.
Yeah.
Nah.
Nah, I've got my parole appointment.

and then I think a lot of people smiled because they expected as much.

Haircut

His girlfriend needs EN-TER-TAIN-MENT and wanted me to come over and I said Noooooo!

ATROCIOUS

She nearly impaled herself.

I'd never known anyone to impale themselves at a barbecue. 

She almost impaled herself on the barbecue.

I could barely keep my eyes open.

Like I've got nothing better to do than to go over to your place

That was when I started to kiss Kent.

She needs EN-TER-TAIN-MENT. You don't say that to someone. If you even like someones attention, you wouldn't even. I mean, can you even IMAGINE a girl saying that to someone? 

Okay, that's going to get rid of a lot of the bulk and I'm going to take that right up shorter...

You're just going to have to trust me on this one.

Work

On the Phones...

- and that's the first time I'd seen my partner cry because he thought I was going to die.

In the Tea Room...

- Still here?
- Yeah I can't be bothered going back on the phone. I'm reading about why failure is the most likely outcome between the Israeli and Pakistan clash.

- and then there's this female Robin who comes and helps him because he got his face smashed and it's really cool and then he's in the mud and Batman's like 'you're slow now' and the other guy is like 'now we're both slow' and it's so great, just Batman punching a lot of faces.
- Cool, I'm going back to work.

A Small Night Out

Part I

How are you?

Part II

How do you find it?
I thought I'd ask because you seemed like you knew.
You're standing there like you're deliberating the music
like you should have an opinion about it
like you'd have something to say.
They're all weird aren't they?
They all seem weird
they just come to dance
I don't think these experimental guys really realize that
they're not really listening.
I just completed my schooling you know
I thought I'd come down
yeah me too,
I only heard about it today.
Excuse me while I go dance with my friends.


Part III

You're not dressed up?
Are you married?
How tall are you?
What time do you start work tomorrow?
So what's your pay like?
do you get more on the weekend?

Just drop me off here please.
Okay, $30.