And there's nothing wrong with me loving you

You make me feel like loving you is wrong.

When you tell me you love me
the sky falls down
and I stop living
for a little while.

Feed The Cat

Feed the cat

Feed the cat

Why doesn't someone

Feed the cat

Her cries

Her pains

She does insist

Her determined eyes

I can't resist

She hangs

She lingers

Again

Again

A shark

A frenzy

No restrain

Her piercing 

Her longing

My spirit

A hole

She takes my love

I fill her bowl

Her love 

Eats through

Digs at my heart

I want her

I need her

No depart

The essence 

Of love

She mimics 

Repeats

She will leave me

Unless she eats

And eats

And eats

And eats again

This shallow

Old beauty 

My only friend.

I Was Happy With My Time

Time
where did you go?
I wanted you so, so
much.
Time
we were happy
weren't we happy?
Tell me we were happy
I thought we were happy
but you weren't
and now you've moved on
Time
and I miss you
but nothing will ever be the same
again.

I'm not your girl
I'm not made for you
I'm the whore you always wanted
and never wanted
I'm that perfect thing
that never works.

This Happiness Is Uncertain.

The light has changed.
It's changed the mood.
Again.
It reminds me of a time.
It's removed me from my home.
It's as through the walls are asking me to leave.
The floors are telling me to go.
This place.
It has no need for me.
I don't know when I changed.
I don't know when it all changed.
Everything works out in the end.
I spose.

All your feelings look the same.

Personal Jesus

I wanted a personal Jesus
but no one ever cared
I wanted a hand to hold
but no one ever dared

And when I asked if they would die
to save me from myself
they looked quite sad
like I was mad
and asked about my health.

A personal Jesus would be nice
I'd have so much wine to drink
and if I ever hurt myself
they'd heal it pretty quick.

My very own Jesus
shipping free
delivered to my door
my parties would go down a treat
I'd never be a bore.

I'd keep my Jesus in a room
shut off from pain and lies
and if I ever did any wrong
they'd have themselves crucified

so I'd never have to suffer
for all the wrong I've done
and if they died so I could live
I'd get another one.

I don't feel close to you.