Nothing is Never Enough

I don't know. I just don't know. Everybody else seems to know but when I ask them they say no. I wonder if they're lying? I know that seems strange but they always stare knowingly but their sights are out of range. I thought I used to know but now I am uncertain. Now there is just doubt and it's a fucking burden. Knowing that there is knowledge that I will never know is like nothing I can think of but it gets me pretty low. I wish I could think of something, it's on the tip of my tongue but it never really comes out and my head feels really strung, up like a wire stretching till it snaps I can feel it constantly stretching but it can never complete the laps. No, I don't actually know, and I know nobody else does but I wish my head would stop thinking and thinking of everything and nothing but I don't know anything and nothing is never enough.